"if u could undo the past, would u change anything?"

when people are asked this question, most of them would answer "no," quickly followed by a staple reply stating how their experiences have molded them into the person they've become.

well i think they're lying.
i think they know they can't undo the past anyway so they'd rather believe that every single moment that has transpired in their lives has led them to where they are now, and it's exactly where they should be.

i don't buy it for a second.

there are a dozen things i would have done differently. and i, for one, can only wish i had the chance to go back in time.

watched PCD in concert and man were they hotttttt!!!! (i mean really, if i were guy, i'd probably be drooling all over the place)

maine and i originally planned on buying Patron A tickets, but they were sold out so we settled for Patron B instead. and it turned out our seats were already at the far end. but when the show started, nagtayuan syempre ung mga tao, so kami ni maine, sugod na kami sa harap! bwahaha! i think we ended up around the aisle of the 5th row (where ara mina was seated, wehehe!) syempre andami tao, and we had to crain our necks most of the time, but we still had a great view!



grabe wala akong masabi!! except that "we want more!!!"

sayang tlga BEP. couldn't afford to watch both concerts eh! next tym tlga! and kailangan sa harap na harap na! ;)
ooooh, sean paul on november!

this is what boredom and no productivity can do on a thursday afternoon at home (don't u mean work from home?), i finally got around to tinkering with my layout. i actually had to fight the temptation of making it with a pink background! (what is it with the color pink? i am beginning to love it all over again, teehee) but i decided to go with blue, my favorite color (i mean really, people have started thinking it's pink)

my, it's so girly isn't it? :)

and on an entirely different note, received some news today.. i don't know what to make out of it yet, but it just might seem that things are looking up (i certainly hope so)

have been for quite some time actually.

burn-out? hardly.
more like the fire isn't even burning in the first place.

i just feel so.. uninspired.

sigh..

what do you do when something you've always wanted doesn't exactly turn out the way you thought it would?
when everything you've hoped for turns into loss and disappointment?

do you keep holding on?
try to make the best of it..
while hoping that things might still go your way?

or do you let go?
and face the music..
make up for lost time?

how do you admit you made a mistake?
when it's everything you've been longing for.
and yet.. you find yourself being unhappy.

i played the online version of deal or no deal, and my game went really great!

i had 2 suitcases at the end.. and 1,000,000 was one of 'em!


now when i watch this game i always say it's all or nothing. even if the remaining suitcases contained 1 peso and a million pesos, i would still stick with my suitcase. " no deal!!!" well yeah it would suck to get the 1 peso, but we're talking about a million bucks here, i'd risk it. tsaka, u went there with nothing, edi if u go home with nothing, o well! hehe

so that's exactly what i did, nilaban ko p rin suitcase ko! :P


well i didn't win the million. but hey i do go home with 200,000! not bad, d ko nman pinagsisisihan. (hehe kala mo nman totoo e noh?)

boracay was funnnnn :)

~ gasthoff's baby back ribs.. mmmmmmmm! nasatisfy na rin at last ung frustration nmin ni alvin! hehe
~ the flying fish ride! mas fun sa banana boat ;) nung una sa middle ako nakapwesto, and lahat ng kasama ko nahulog, except me! yeah baby!!! hehehe ndi tlga ako bumitaw! pero when we switched places na, nahulog nako, twice! haha
~ parasailing!!! what an experience! sayang nga lng ndi kami sa water hinulog, baduy! hehe
~ actually taking a swim! hehe last year kc once lng eh. ansarap pala magswimming sa beach noh? hahaha. oh and yey walang lumot!
~ teaching daisie how to float! uy proud kmi ni becca!! accomplishment nmin yan ;) go daisie!!! hehe next time freestyle nman
~ having to wake seph @ coco mangas every 15 mins or so. tulugan b daw kami? at sisihin b daw kami na nabitin sya? hehe kainis :P
~ literally rushing to catch the sunset! hehe as in tumakbo tlga kami ni seph for our cams kasi seconds lng daw un. and it was so funny tlga while we were taking turns for our pictures, naghihintayan pa kami eh 2 naman ung camera! hehe ndi n kami nakapag-isip sa sobrang excitement
~ my fhm shots on the beach :)) which, dear reader, u will not get to see hahaha
~ oh and i got a tan line ;) hahaha ayaw umitim pero gustong magka-tan line
~ and of course, taking lots of pics!! :D actually konti nga lng ung natake ko sa lagay na yan, kc ung ibang times tinamad nako ilabas ung cam ko. pero way better compared to last year's! na i always forget to bring it with me. we didn't even have any pics taken on the beach back then! haha, at least ngyn meron :P

sayang i wasn't able to get a massage anymore. and not much shopping, hehe. uy pero in fairness nakarating nman kami ng talipapa! bitin nga lng, tsk. kasi nman isiksik b daw lahat ng activities sa 3rd day? hehe

i'm leaving for boracay tomorrow morning (woohoohoo!!!), and as usual, i'm up late packing. i always pack the night (daybreak even) before any trip. but even though i'm a crammer when it comes to packing, i'm not the type who just tosses in everything that's on top of my cabinet. hehe ndi pwede!!

maarte ako when it comes to packing eh :P

~ first i try to envision what i'm gonna be doing during the trip so i know what to pack.. magsiswimming ba ko? maglalakad lng sa beach?
~ i pack outfits, not just clothes. like, this top matches this skirt.. everything i pack has to go with something
~ and i try to plan out when i'm gonna wear them na rin. like, sa morning i'm gonna wear this, then sa hapon magpapalit cguro ako, then sa gabi ulit..
~ i have to try on everything i'm packing. hihi. and i do mean everything!
~ and finally, there's no such thing as enough clothes. hahaha! a light packer i am not :P

oo na malandi na! :))

this is the 3rd time i've received this friend request..





i mean really.. take a hint pal
i don't wanna be part of this circle!

in fairness..
he thinks i'm hot!
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!