guess what, i'm finally working again. well for those of u who didn't know, i have been doing absolutely nothing the past 2 to 3 months. no, not by choice. there hasn't been any active work in the project i've been assigned to. a few process initiatives here and there plus extra-curricular activities (which don't really count as work), and thats it. so for the past few months i have been going to the office, checking my mails, surfing the net, and being bored out of my mind. no, i don't think u'd want to trade places with me. a couple of days maybe, but 2 whole months?! not exactly motivational is it. frustrating and uninspiring is what it is. and now, i'm actually doing work again (parang d na nga ako sanay eh). "grabe, big deal!"

so yes, u can say i'm unhappy with my work. and no, i don't care if my officemates can read this (as if some of 'em didn't know already), or even my manager. i am unhappy, and i want to be heard. but there is one good thing about this all - i've finally realized what it is i want to do. i've finally decided to take charge. nothing's gonna happen if i don't make them happen. i've set my plan, and i've taken some steps already. believe me, i don't want to be stuck doing nothing, or even something i didn't like. i've woken up, and i consider it a proud moment.